Flow State
Right at the eye of the chaos, there is a moment of clarity.
Where you are rooted, connected to the maelstrom around you.
Causality of every little cog is apparent. Heightened even.
And when the moment, as protracted as it may seem, passes, you are exhausted, gasping for breath.
Maybe this is why we choose to be addicted.
Run Forrest, Run.
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Frenzy
One simple mistake leads to a severe penalty. Or so I think. In the moments that follow, my inner star is starved of all its fuel and implodes into a black hole. Sucking up all the joy around me. There is no mirth, no hope. I straddle a weird line - something between going throug...
Reading Habit
My monkey brain is in overdrive when I am alone. I can’t read. I can’t write. I can’t watch an entire movie. I can’t code. Well this is all I can do when I can. There is not much else to me.
Bleed
Caffeine.
Creativity
The thing about exhaustion is the altered states of consciousness can be achieved with no effort.
Rusty
I dive in search of words, words that once were the transcript of my ‘zehn’, which now seem to betray me. Is it my demented self that is always at loss of words or a hazy being lost in the maze of chores? I borrow and steal to put together a coherent emotion, but even the emotion...
Yet again.
For what it’s worth, I’ve been telling myself that my spoken words do the job. But, the written word is what gets me to the stage of offering the spoken.
The Joys of life!
I think everyone has some special things where they are completely in the moment. For me dancing and coding are those things which give me the ultimate joy of being in the moment. But lets be real, for both it won’t happen right away. You need to invest time to get to that state...
S&M
Most days I can relate to some songs on this album.
